Every single ‘boring’ is really an ‘I love you’ ‘I need you’ ‘you are the one thing that feels real and safe and home and I don’t know who I am without solid ground’ I don’t personally think Ilya is addicted to Shane, I think Shane is one of the only people he can find comfort and safety in without needing to chase another high. Shane isn’t a drug to him, he’s pure clarity. #heatedrivalry #hollanov #shanehollander #ilyarozanov #rachelreid @Heated Rivalry